I wanted to share a poem I made in honor of Ulla, of all the friends and friends-of-friends we have lost to depression. I know it’s late. I know. But World Suicide Prevention Day has been on my heart all day. (Following image from Google.)
Survivor’s Guilt
In the stillness of morning
I seek you out
A touch, a smile
But there’s nothing but silence.
Flip on the lights
Awaken from this nightmare
A yawn, a tear
And then I remember.
I didn’t ask for you to leave
But I never told you to stay
And I didn’t ask if you needed me
Until they buried you.
In the bustle of the afternoon
I search for you
A laugh, a wish
But I wait for the emptiness
Pause at our spot
Bent but unbroken
A sigh, a glance
A confession in waiting
I never stopped to think
You never thought to ask
I didn’t know you were hurting
Until they asked for final words.
I expected to see you
In everything I did
You were there, but not
And I couldn’t stand it
I thought of you today
And realized our inside jokes
Couldn’t matter anymore.
Goodbye, my dear.
Until we meet again.
(c) Michelle BB 2016
Beautiful words. She would love them💖 Thank you lovie
Thank you ❤
Just beautiful Michelle 💓💓
Thank you 💙